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Writer's Block: The times they are a-changing [30 Dec 2010|01:30am]
How would you describe the last decade in one sentence?

I can honestly only remember the last two or so years, and, I didn't like them.
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[07 Dec 2010|09:01pm]

Sometimes,
I don’t want music. I don’t want aesthetic stimuli.
I don’t want witty, existential cleverness.

I just want whiskey, and overdrawn clouts
Of injurious infectitude.
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[13 Nov 2010|07:19pm]
It's safe to say this knee of mine has made me fairly miserable.
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[07 Nov 2010|10:53pm]

ladies and gentlemen this little girl
with the good teeth and small important breasts
(is it the Frolic or the Century whirl?
one’s memory indignantly protests)
this little dancer with the tightened eyes
crisp ogling shoulders and the ripe quite too
large lips always clenched faintly, wishes you
with all her fragile might to not surmise
she dreamed one afternoon

                                   …..or maybe read?

of a time when the beautiful most of her
(this here and This,do you get me?)
will maybe dance and maybe sing and be
absitively posolutely dead,
like Coney Island in winter

-e.e. cummings

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Complaining to the internet. [06 Nov 2010|03:54pm]
Gosh, I am itching soso badly to take long walks and use my camera.
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paaainnn [31 Oct 2010|02:31pm]
All crazy weekends usually end with a trip to the Emergency Room.
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[14 Oct 2010|08:46pm]
In the Night

Who can you trust?
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Check it. [02 Jun 2010|08:32pm]
The most recent 8tracks mix:

http://8tracks.com/recrudesce/weltschmerz
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Spring, Rebirth, Reverie [27 Mar 2010|09:30am]
[ mood | Take Time ]



8tracks.com/recrudesce/take-time


Click, click, click... listen!

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[25 Mar 2010|05:05pm]
I think it's inevitable I must quit coffee. This is very upsetting. Are there any CA groups out there?
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[17 Mar 2010|12:41am]
Too soon to tell.
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[15 Mar 2010|11:50pm]
I thought the earth remembered me,
she took me back so tenderly,
arranging her dark skirts, her pockets
full of lichens and seeds.
I slept as never before, a stone on the river bed,
nothing between me and the white fire of the stars
but my thoughts, and they floated light as moths
among the branches of the perfect trees.
All night I heard the small kingdoms
breathing around me, the insects,
and the birds who do their work in the darkness.
All night I rose and fell, as if in water,
grappling with a luminous doom. By morning
I had vanished at least a dozen times
into something better.
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new mix [07 Mar 2010|02:04pm]


http://8tracks.com/recrudesce/ill-descent
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Favorite youtube vid of the moment. [01 Mar 2010|05:59pm]
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[01 Mar 2010|05:00pm]
Writing is a miserable way to try and free oneself when it's the only craft one has.
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[01 Mar 2010|02:14am]
I'm not going to lie: when I saw that Paul Blart: Mall Cop was available for instant viewing on Netflix, I immediately hit play.
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Hovercrafts rule! [01 Mar 2010|12:01am]

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Is there something on my face? [27 Feb 2010|04:42pm]
[ mood | immature ]




No one on Chatroulette will talk to me looking like this. I tried facing the laptop out the window for my nice view, but no one seemed to go for that either.
...too many guys jerking off on that site anyway.

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[26 Feb 2010|04:59pm]
Be my netflix friend: http://www.netflix.com/BeMyFriend/PAlB1oI4P51Jgv8Vzb1N
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